Breaking Down Walls

So here we are, at the end of the road.

You think you’re so clever to push me past load.

I tell you it’s not worth it,

I tell you not to try.

But all in the end, you still make me cry.

 

I hate when you love me,

Makes me feel like you care.

But when my dream appears,

You turn to thin air.

 

I knock on your door,

No one answers, no one comes.

I look through those windows,

And its clear your not home.

I don’t know why I try,

I don’t know why I care.

But I do know that the love I feel,

It’s still in here!

 

I fool myself into thinking you’ll be back one day.

I never said I was smart,

Just hopeful and brave.

 

I trust what’s gonna happen,

I trust it to be.

Either make me the stronger,

Or leave me for me.

 

When you decide to come back,

Just know what you’ll find

Is not what it seems,

Though it may rob you blind.

 

Come back if you’re brave enough,

Courageous enough,

Strong enough.

But I won’t be waiting on that front porch.

Your time is all up.