Boys and Their Toys

Well people, I have had some problems with guys lately... I know, Shocker; but anyhow. So there's this guy, we will call him Bill, and I liked him at the first of the year a lot... I mean A lot A LOT. So Bill and I were close friends and I practically told him everything that went on in my life. Well, like the person I am, I got sick of just sitting there for him to do something. Everyone told me that he liked me, everyone saw it. I took that as confirmation and told him that I liked him. Well... that didn't exactly work at all. He didn't say he liked me back, he didn't say anything. And that really hurt me. 

And it didn't stop hurting. I kept on fantasizing about how one day he would just take me and tell me that he liked me.... That never happened. Of course it didn't happen, it never happens like you want it to. 

But now he likes another girl, and she likes him back. And that was what hurt the most. It seems that she is always the girl that gets the guy. Every guy that I have liked likes her. And this is the worst cause I liked him the best out of all the guys. 

Oh well....

Any crabs, yeah my main problem now is how he doesnt talk to me at all. I just want my friend back. 

Last Minute Thoughts:

1. There are good players and bad players, just make sure you don't play me. 

2. I love chocolate.

3. Looking into the sun for a long period of time is just plain stupid.

Hawaii!

I have realized that no one really knows what I was up to in Hawaii last November! And thats a shame because it is so beautiful there and people need to see! (P.S. there are NO pics of me in a bathing suit thank fully.)

Pictures....

Well my friends, I am just going to put some really cool pics that I like of me. The reason is because I rarely look fantastic at school so I will just have these to look at and prove that I can be pretty some of the time.  Love Ya!!!

Girls And Their Toys

I was thinking again... (I know its a shocker) and all of my problems with friends have been a result of gossip. Its a huge problem that really needs to be fixed. And I have promised to do that. I really don't want things that I say to come in between my friends. And that tends to happen a lot. I say a lot of stuff that is just stupid. And I am going to make a public apology: I am so sorry to all those that I have offended, made fun of, or said something really rude about. I promise not to do it again! 

Last Minute Thoughts:

1. Costco ROCKS!

2. Sometimes you need time away from your friends to appreciate them more.

3. Festivals are great, parties are a blast, but the real fun is in VEGAS!!!

Frustrations and Annoyances

Well, well, well... Lots of things have happened to me and others around me this week. And my Internet was down the whole time!!!! ARGG!!! Anywho, the play that my school is putting on is on Monday of this next week. I think we are all really REALLY stressed. The two play practices have been hard on all of us. Everyone has been bratty and under a lot of stress. Especially since our director is not a director but a choreographer. For those who do not know: Choreographers Choreograph for a reason; THEY CANT DIRECT! But he is a great man all in all. Very talented, just inexperienced. 

The problem that I have seen in this Jr. High experience is that people have major miscommunication problems. People are saying things to the wrong people, about the wrong people. And that's all I have to say.

Last Minute Thoughts:

1. When you are causing pain to your friend for fun, you aren't their real friend. 

2. Plays are good, but musicals are better.

3. Whining helps nothing and just gives people a headache.