(;Butterflies;)

Hello!

So I have a story. 

Its a pretty cute story.

Its actually one of my favorite stories I have. 

Its about the guy I like... :)

So me and a couple friends have jewelry class together and its my favorite class I have. In that class there is me, Lizz, Kylee, Abby, Hali, Chelsea, Ann, Kensie and Whitney. Oh... And Brock;).

So yesterday Lizz was on one of her kicks about she wants a boyfriend and how she just wants her first kiss done and over with (Keep in mind that she is a bit desperate but only because of the hormones). She does this almost every other day and seriously it gets on my nerves, but that day, I just laughed at her jokes and had a ball with that crap she said.

Then she turns to Brock, who is adorable and one of the best people I know, and asks him, "Brock, will you just kiss me and get it over with?!"

Can you imagine his face? 

"Um... ah... I guess so?" was his response.

Then remembering that I like him, Lizz says, "But will you kiss Andie too?"

Can you imagine my face now?

I was shocked and annoyed.

But what shocked me more was what he said. 

Without any hesitation at all, "Yeah!"

I almost peed my pants! 

Then I turn to Lizz and say, "That would be really weird Lizz."

Whitney says, "No Andie, that would be called a threesome!"

We all laugh and I had a thousand butterflies in my stomach. Its almost as good as him actually kissing me!

I'm getting butterflies just thinking about this! 

Then that night I went to his basketball game, (Oh did I mention he is one of the only three Sophomores on the varsity team? Oh, did I mention he's a sophomore?) and he had his eyes only for the game, that's how he gets, but low and behold he saw me on the top row of stands and waved to me with a huge smile on his face:) I waved right back! 

I like him so much! 

Sigh, but I don't know what to do with him. I don't know if he will ask me out, but he better soon or else I'll find some other heart throb to drool over.... ;)

Last Minute Thoughts:

1. I love LOVE LOVE COOKING:)

2. My Specialty Carmel Apples are amazing and some of you should be expecting them for Christmas presents;).

3. Days off school is Gods gift to High School students.

4. I LOVE CHRISTMAS MUSIC.

5. I LOVE CHOCOLATE.

6. I LOVE cute down to earth boys.

7. I love getting butterflies just by looking at a boy.

8. I think I am more in love with the thought of being in love than anything else. 

9. Hopeless romantic. That's what I am!

10. I am seriously dreading Black Friday....

Love you alls!:)

!!!HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!

So...
THE HOLIDAYS ARE OFFICIALLY HERE!
Here are my reasonings:

1. Every channel on TV has at least shown one commercial for a department store Christmas Sale.

2. Black Friday ads have been spotted everywhere...
Need to get on that:(

3. Some radio stations have actually put on Christmas music already!

4. The world needs some Holiday Cheer!

5. Christmas Movies are being advertized.

6. THERE IS SNOW ON THE GROUND!

7. People are getting all giddy and happy (okay thats mostly just me) about Christmas and spending the holidays with family.

8. I have written up and made a list of who and what I'm getting everyone!:)

And thats all I can think of right now, but you know you can feel the Christmas trees, misteltoe, ornaments, wrapping paper, little mangers with Baby Jesus in them, and the two week long break from school coming up!
Since I just named a couple things that are on my mind, Im gonna omitt Last Minute Thoughts cause I got some presents to look for online. :):)

Love you all!!!

Outta The Victim Mode

Im back!
I thought it would be a good time to actually focus on my life in a good light. We've had tons of negative, now for the positive!

Back at work, the dreaded witch assistant Manager was demoted (snicker snicker) and a new one has been put in her place. Now all she is: a cashier. Funny and sad all at the same time. I kinda feel bad for her, but it did do a great job of humbling her.
Now work is back to being fun and great and I have a wonderful time there!

School. I am determined to get an A in math this term. Last term I skimmed by on a C and that just isnt acceptable. I so know that I can do better.

Friends. I love all my friends, and once I figured out that they are doing the best they can with what they are given, it gave me a swift kick in the pants and I loved them for trying. They really do the best they can, and its my job to help them by being a good supportive loving friend.

Overall.
Seriously. Today I have a math quiz and a history test and all I can think of is how great today is gonna be. My switch from victim to... non-victim? Idk the word for the opposite. But anyways, once that switch was made, it got a ton better and I finally see that I am a naturally happy person and I love to make people happy.

Last Minute Thoughts:
1. I havent washed my jeans in over 4 weeks....
2. I need to wash my jeans...
3. This summer, and I am alittle ashamed of this, I spent over $700.00 on school clothes alone.
4. The Holidays are coming and I am so dang excited!!!!:):):)
5. I seriously want to start blasting Christmas music, but the thought of my mom slapping me and telling me to turn it off always diverts me from it haha.
6. My iPod is acting weird.
7. I need a new iPod.
8. I love my new phone.
9. I have to pee. Thats weird cause I just peed and I havent had anything to drink today.
10. I LOVE animal print. I seriously have fallen in love with the trend and when it falls out of style I will still be wearing my Zebra rainboots!

Love you all and hope your doing fantasic!!!

Andie;)

Now... How Did This Happen?!

Alot of things have happened over the last month and a half.
The most tramatizing would be my fender bender in Ogden last week. I thought I was above the whole getting into a car crash before... God proved me wrong!
Then the other deliema would be my work situation. I loved working at Costa Vida - loved as in past tense - when I had really good managers. The whole work expericance does matter almost wholly on the management team.
My general manager Callie has been great to me and she trusts me to do my job. I really do think that if I was old enough she would try and get me to be an Assistant Manager.
But ever since be have been getting corperate and another shift lead manager... its kinda been Hell on earth. Lets call the new assistant manager Jessica. She has a huge ego when Callie walks out the door and she gets on her high horse. I really think that we would be working better with another shift lead. She doesnt keep labor down and she is almost unreasonable all the time.
She gets in the way and the only way she gets her way is because she is a manipulative flirt and really knows how to play people.

She came and talked to me the other day and I ended up just apologizing and I have no idea why I was doing it!!!

So there is my work life.

School aint going any better.
I'm failing math, history and physics.
Im getting to the point where I can honestly say I dont care, and that is scary because that usually comes at the very end of the year, not the beginning. What an awful way to start off the year by failing math and History.
I'm beginning to think that Honors Pre-Calc was a mistake.

Then comes the friends. Sometimes I dont feel like people make an effort at all to acutally be my friend when I go out and make a bunch of consessions for them.
Its the hardest when its one of your best friends is putting you on the spot when their making you feel like your embarrassing them (when this wasnt the case a month ago).

Anyways, above all that, I am genuinely happy! I actually got my patriarchal Blessing last Sunday and man that was an expericance!!! That was amazing and I was shocked to really get all the info and the huge spirit expericance.

Well I am so late for class So no Last Minute Thoughts. Sorry!!! Next time!

Love,
Andie;)

Whatever Kills You Just Makes It Easier For Next Time

If I haven't already gone insane, I think I might have this past week. 

Three major points:

1. Moving

2. School Classes

3. Friends

Lets start with the first and significantly more important. Moving.

This week we finally decided on a plan (and if you all know me like you should, you would know that I am a planner. Even if I don't stick to the plan, I plan. I make lists. I set dates. That's what I do). 

If we don't get a yes on the house that we want by sometime this week. We will sign the papers for the condo and start to move. 

I'm sick of the people asking me 'Any more news?' 'Have you moved yet?' and the 'Do you guys know where your moving yet?' - I hate those ones, I really do. 

Every time I say, no not yet, were just planning right now. But the thing is, every other person in the friggin world wants to know my business. SORRY PEOPLE! If I want you to know my business, I will tell you my business. 

That's what I love about best friends, they just wait for you to tell them the news so they don't have to ask. 

Number 2: School Classes. 

I was really stupid this year. I put all my hard classes on my B day schedule. Plus I took a Concurrent Enrollment class and I seriously am floundering in home work. Not to mention that I still have work and work about 4 days a week! I have told my manager by the way that I cant work more than 3 but since right now I'm the only competent cashier, she has no choice in when I work. Plus there is a new manager and she is making my life hell at the moment. 

Number 3: Friends.

I realize now that having a car is a two edged sword. One side being great and dandy getting myself to and from places and all around. the other side being that people just use me for my car and don't care about the gas money I'm spending on them at all. 

'Do you have a car today?'

'Is your dad out of town this week?' 

They are almost as bad as the questions about moving....

Anyways, my life at the moment is kinda crazy and I hardly have time to breathe. I'm lucky I have a free night to even write this! 

Okay, I gotta go!

Last Minute Thoughts:

1. Showering is a great thing. 

2. Don't think I could be a pioneer (reference to #1).

3. Another car crash happened tonight right outside our front lawn.

4. Teenage drivers are so scary and dangerous!

5. Iambic Pentameter sucks and I hate structured poetry.

6. Writing shouldn't have a structure. It really shouldn't. 

7. Last week in sleeping in my pretty room.

8. Moving makes you feel like you are losing everything and have lost a ton of things.

9. I want an easier life. But God doesn't think that's an option for me.

10. I like a new guy that's strait from Pennsylvania:) He is very cute!

Love ya!

Andie;)