What?!? Im not important enough to leave a comment for? Hu? Is that it!?
Well then I'll just shut this blog down!
Yeah I said it!
Prove to me that I shouldnt!
Friday, January 15, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
The End Of The Path
There are some paths in life where we are just supposed to get through the brush with as little scrathes as possible. Sometimes we get lucky and find a tool to help us get to our destination easily. And at other times, its all we can do to get up off the ground, brush off the dirt and keep on treking.
But in the end, we find where we are supposed to be. Even if its at the end of the line, there is nothing left to lose, and life doesnt seem to be worth living anymore. That brilliant light of inspiration comes and everything that has beaten you down, doesnt seem so big anymore.
These opprotunities for trials come around and we ask for mercy from God. But the mercy is that you are getting the trial. Somehow we need that trial, somehow its a quality of our person to have that under our belts for future use.
I have recently found out what 'hopeless' means to feel. I am a hopeless romantic, hopeless in quantum physics, hopeless in love (at the moment). But with that, there leaves an open space for hope to actually come and fill my life. Since it was absent, there was nothing to fill the space before hope, so it has a reserved place in me. There is hope, but it hasnt occupide its seat yet.
At the end of the term, there are lose ends to tie, grades to perfect, and tests to take. It opens up a great start for the new beginning of the next term. From what has happened, lessons have been learned and I will be better for the next round.
I will be better.
I need to be better.
I can be better.
Love,
Andie;)
But in the end, we find where we are supposed to be. Even if its at the end of the line, there is nothing left to lose, and life doesnt seem to be worth living anymore. That brilliant light of inspiration comes and everything that has beaten you down, doesnt seem so big anymore.
These opprotunities for trials come around and we ask for mercy from God. But the mercy is that you are getting the trial. Somehow we need that trial, somehow its a quality of our person to have that under our belts for future use.
I have recently found out what 'hopeless' means to feel. I am a hopeless romantic, hopeless in quantum physics, hopeless in love (at the moment). But with that, there leaves an open space for hope to actually come and fill my life. Since it was absent, there was nothing to fill the space before hope, so it has a reserved place in me. There is hope, but it hasnt occupide its seat yet.
At the end of the term, there are lose ends to tie, grades to perfect, and tests to take. It opens up a great start for the new beginning of the next term. From what has happened, lessons have been learned and I will be better for the next round.
I will be better.
I need to be better.
I can be better.
Love,
Andie;)
Thursday, January 7, 2010
.:New Years Resolutions:.
No. I'm not going to tell you what my resolutions are cause frankly I dont have any.
Im just trying to get past this year alive and with relatively good grades, but thats the same goal I'll have for the rest of my schooling career.
Oh and getting a car.
Thats a big one.
Another developement (very recent I might add) is that my mom is going back to school full time. She started Monday and shes working hard! Im proud of her that she would go and do the things she wants for once. Choosing to go back to school is a huge decision and Im glad she is choosing to better herself and get the education that she chooses.
Work is fine. Annoying and boring at times but new people are now being hired so we'll see how that works out. Either they'll have the stones to endure it, or they'll drop out of it happy as ever to be out of there.
I have a callus from chopping cilantro last night.... Im not happy about that.
I miss my boys....
During the WHOLE break (I'm not kidding, every day except Christmas Eve, Christmas and Sundays) I hung out with some of the greatest guys. I miss them... and my brother!
I spent almost all of my time with him this break and now I dont see him even half as much as I used to. I'm glad that we have the same friends cause it saves us fights on who'll use the car (if Seth ever gets his Licence let alone his permit!)
Well I gotta go, that was the bell!
Love,
Andie
Im just trying to get past this year alive and with relatively good grades, but thats the same goal I'll have for the rest of my schooling career.
Oh and getting a car.
Thats a big one.
Another developement (very recent I might add) is that my mom is going back to school full time. She started Monday and shes working hard! Im proud of her that she would go and do the things she wants for once. Choosing to go back to school is a huge decision and Im glad she is choosing to better herself and get the education that she chooses.
Work is fine. Annoying and boring at times but new people are now being hired so we'll see how that works out. Either they'll have the stones to endure it, or they'll drop out of it happy as ever to be out of there.
I have a callus from chopping cilantro last night.... Im not happy about that.
I miss my boys....
During the WHOLE break (I'm not kidding, every day except Christmas Eve, Christmas and Sundays) I hung out with some of the greatest guys. I miss them... and my brother!
I spent almost all of my time with him this break and now I dont see him even half as much as I used to. I'm glad that we have the same friends cause it saves us fights on who'll use the car (if Seth ever gets his Licence let alone his permit!)
Well I gotta go, that was the bell!
Love,
Andie
Friday, January 1, 2010
Nothing Monumental. But Just The Same.
This year has been full of ups downs and sideways situations and happenings. Maybe I expected to much from this year and was disappointed with the outcome. Am I disappointed? I'll get back to you on that. Am I slightly annoyed and enlightened at the same time. Was it supposed to be a fantastic year? Yes. Was it? Yes! But in the way I wanted? That's the question.
So I put together a list of what i've learned and compile this past year.
1. Don't tempt God. He will prove you wrong and sorry at the same time.
2. You can be happy and miserable at the same time.
3. Right when you think it'll get worse it gets significantly better.
4. The weaknesses we pick for ourselves aren't the ones we actually live with.
5. The ends are just the beginnings.
6. There is a reason the past is called the past. Cause there Aint nothin you can do to change it.
7. There is a time and place for laughing, jokes and tomfoolery. Church is not one of them.
8. Music heals. It also rips apart.
9. Late night runs to wendy's and mcdonald's are some of the best!
10. You don't know the half of my crap that I have. That's one of Gods tender mercies to me.
11. Admitting you have the issues doesn't make them magically disappear!
So I put together a list of what i've learned and compile this past year.
1. Don't tempt God. He will prove you wrong and sorry at the same time.
2. You can be happy and miserable at the same time.
3. Right when you think it'll get worse it gets significantly better.
4. The weaknesses we pick for ourselves aren't the ones we actually live with.
5. The ends are just the beginnings.
6. There is a reason the past is called the past. Cause there Aint nothin you can do to change it.
7. There is a time and place for laughing, jokes and tomfoolery. Church is not one of them.
8. Music heals. It also rips apart.
9. Late night runs to wendy's and mcdonald's are some of the best!
10. You don't know the half of my crap that I have. That's one of Gods tender mercies to me.
11. Admitting you have the issues doesn't make them magically disappear!
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